Showing posts with label Cathy. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Cathy. Show all posts

Sunday, April 24, 2022

Cathy: Look Up And See Lassie

 

Grandma and Grandpa said their house was much too big for them now that all their children had grown up and moved away.  They found a two-bedroom cottage around the street from the big house.  Cathy didn’t like it that they were moving.  All she had to do to see Grandma was cross the field.  Now she would have to go up to the corner and down a block, turn and then walk another 2 blocks down.  Mama said she couldn’t go by herself.

 

Cathy was disappointed about that but she was upset to see Grandma crying.  “What’s wrong?”

 

“I’m just going to miss my piano,” Grandma answered.

 

“Why can’t you take it?”  Cathy would miss the piano too.  She loved to hide underneath it to the deep embarrassment of her parents.  When she didn’t want to go home from Grandma’s, she’d crawl under the piano and scoot all the way to the wall where Mama couldn’t reach.

 

“The new house is too small,” Grandma said.  She has a lost look on her face, like she was wondering where something went.

 

Cathy wondered why Grandma was moving then.  First Grandma said the house was too big but now she was sad because her new house was too small. 

 

Actually, the new house was just the right size even if it wasn’t in the right place.  It had a big sunny kitchen with big windows.  There was an enclosed porch in the front and a nice backyard to play in.  The living room was long, with two bedrooms alongside.  There was no dining room but Grandma and Grandpa brought their big dining room table anyway.  They put lamps and books and things on top of it.  When there was a holiday, though, they would move the chairs and the sofa so they could open the table to its full length.  Then everyone could sit around it.

 

One day, Cathy was playing at Grandma’s.  They were having a make-believe tea party outside when suddenly they heard Mama screaming.  It was a very scary sound; a scream Cathy had never heard before.  She and Grandma jumped up and ran from the backyard to the front.  Mama was running toward them carrying Mikey.  He was crying and one of his arms was dangling.

 

Grandma couldn’t understand what Mama was saying.  Mama was so upset she could barely speak.  Most times Mama would sit and watch Grandma’s face carefully to try and catch the words.  Grandma knew how to fingerspell a little but she had a lot of difficulty forming the letters.  If Mama couldn’t get it though, Grandma would spell the word slowly.  Neither would use paper and pencil because you just didn’t talk to family that way.

 

Something was wrong with Mikey, that much was clear.  Cathy heard Mama say something about his hand caught in the washing machine and so she helpfully told Grandma.  Grandma began pushing them toward the car.

 

Mama cried out, “What about Pop?”

 

Grandma shook her head and waved her hand as if to say forget about it.  They all got into the car.  Mama got into the back seat with Mikey.  Cathy was really scared.  She was afraid to look at Mikey’s dangling arm.  She got into the front seat with Grandma and didn’t say a single word during the short trip to the hospital.

 

This was the first time Cathy could remember being in a hospital.  When Mikey was born, Grandma and Grandpa brought her to the hospital lawn to show her Mama, Daddy and the new baby.  They stood on the grass looking up as Daddy opened a window.  Mama and Daddy leaned out and waved.  Cathy cried.  She wanted to go to them but children weren’t allowed.

 

She was relieved to be allowed into the emergency room.  She didn’t want to wait out on the lawn all by herself.  She sat down on a wooden chair while Mama and Grandma tried to tell the nurse what happened.  They were having trouble so Mama turned to Cathy and waved her forward.

 

“Mikey caught his hand in the washing machine,” she told the nurse nervously.  Now that she’d been noticed, would she have to go out on the lawn?

 

Instead, they all went into a big room with a steel bed.  There was a monstrous machine with a big glass window close to the bed.  The nurse wanted Mama to put Mikey on the bed.  Mama tried, but Mikey began to scream in terror.  He tried to roll off the bed but the nurse grabbed him.

 

“Don’t hurt him!” Cathy warned.  She knew that was what Mama wanted to say.  Grandma stepped back and grabbed her hand.

 

“Sssh,” the nurse soothed Mikey but he kept crying.  Mama was crying too.

 

A man in a white coat came in and tried to talk to Mikey.  He moved the big glass window until it was right over Mikey’s head and shoulders.  He pushed something into a drawer in the bed and said, “Hey, there, kiddo, do you like Lassie?  Look right up in here.  You can see Lassie.  Look here, kid, look.”

 

But Mikey didn’t want to look.  He screamed again.

 

“No!”  Cathy exclaimed.  “Leave my brother alone!”

 

The man looked over and snapped gruffly, “You all should go into the waiting room.”

 

“Go, Mrs. Baker.  We’ll be just fine,” the nurse said to Grandma.

 

Grandma touched Mama’s shoulder and the three of them left the room.  Cathy covered her ears with her hands so she wouldn’t hear Mikey scream any more.  She leaned against Grandma when they sat down.  Grandma patted her absently but she turned to Mama to try and find out what happened.

 

Cathy had to help a little bit because Mama’s voice was still hoarse and shaky.  Mama was doing laundry while Mikey napped.  She took a load of wet clothes outside to hang them up on the clothesline.  When she came back into the kitchen, she saw the Mikey’s arm was in the rollers of the washing machine – all the way up to his shoulder.  She turned the machine off but had a lot of trouble freeing Mikey’s arm without yanking on it.  She tried to pry the rollers apart with her bare hands and finally Mikey was able to pull his arm free.

 

It sounded horrible.    Maybe Mikey would have to have his arm chopped off at the shoulder!  Cathy wondered how he could play outside with just one arm.  How could he get dressed?

 

After a while, another man – a doctor, he said – came out to talk to Grandma.  He said, “We were very lucky.  His arm isn’t broken.  His shoulder was dislocated but it’s fine now.”  He talked about medicine for Mikey’s pain and what to do for the next few days.  Mama stood by tensely, watching the doctor’s lips as he talked to Grandma.

 

After the doctor left, they went in to see Mikey.  He was sucking on a lollipop with his other hand, his pale face still streaked with tears.  His shirt was off and Cathy began to avert her eyes, afraid to look at his arm.  All she saw, though, was a very red mark on Mikey’s shoulder.  When he saw them, he began to cry again.

 

Mama saw the mark too and asked, “What is this?”

 

The nurse said Mikey’s skin was stretched in the roller and that it would probably bruise.  It would be fine again in a couple of weeks.  Grandma turned to Mama, moving her lips slowly and in an exaggerated way tried to repeat what the nurse had just said.  Mama nodded, looking relieved.

Saturday, April 16, 2022

Cathy and the Wrath of God

 This is a continuation of All Mommies and Daddies are Deaf

The mud hole promised cool relief from the humid heat of a sunny July day.  Cathy knew there would be no beach today.  The car wasn’t in the driveway, and that meant Daddy was at work.  “Let’s go swimming!” she coaxed her baby brother.

“Where?”  Mikey asked, willingly.  He looked around expectantly.

“There.”  Cathy pointed to the mud hole.  She and Mikey dug the little pit the day before.  The sandy earth felt cool between their fingers.  Cathy’s friend told her if you kept digging, you’d get all the way to China.  They hadn’t gotten very far when the thunder storm interrupted them and drove them inside to safety.

Sometimes thunderstorms were a good thing although they were also scary with the dark black clouds and the bright flashes of lightening.  After the sky lit up, the heavy booming thunder shook the little cottage.  Scared as she was Cathy was fascinated with the fierce power of the storms and would stand with her little nose pressed to the window pane, watching the rain drill the ground like a bunch of arrows being shot by the merry men in a Robin Hood movie.  She hoped that this storm would bring a cooling breeze from the ocean so that Mama wouldn’t be so cranky from the sticky humidity.  This ended up being one of those stinky storms that just seemed to make everyone feel hotter.

The ground was still damp and squishy under Cathy’s feet as she sprinted to the mud hole. She was delighted to find her pail almost filled with rainwater.  The mud hole itself looked bigger, as if the driving rain had tried to dig to China too.  Mikey squatted down beside her.  He couldn’t run as fast because of that thick diaper he had to wear.  He still has accidents, Cathy thought.  He can’t wear big boy shorts because of the accidents.

“Pool?”  Mikey asked, his brows drawn together doubtfully.

 “We got to make it.  Watch.”  Cathy turned the pail of water over into the hole, almost filling it.  She stuck her foot into it.  Ah, it felt wonderful.  Wiggling her toes, Cathy closed her eyes and pretended she was wading in the bay.

“Water goed away,” Mikey exclaimed, disappointed.

“That’s okay,” Cathy assured him.  “We’ll get NEW water.”  The hose was wrapped in coils but Cathy knew how to pull it so that it would reach the hole.  She dragged it to the mud hole, and Mikey clapped his hands with glee.  “Get in.”

The mud hole was big enough to accommodate both of Mikey’s feet.  Cathy turned the nozzle on, and the cold water hit Mikey in the knees.  He squealed with delight as the water ran down his legs to fill the hole.  He began to jump up and down.  Muddy water splashed up, spattering Cathy.  She giggled at the sight of the big blotchy freckles appearing all over her clean yellow sunsuit.

“More, more!” Mikey crowed.

“Okay, but you got to swim in it,” Cathy replied, aiming the nozzle at the mud hole.

Mikey looked at the hole and scowled thoughtfully.  He could put both his feet in but not his whole little body.  He had an idea though.  He got out and waited for the water level to come near the top.  “Watch me!”  He turned around, looking over his shoulder, and taking a step back.  His little tongue darted out between his teeth as he concentrated.  He plopped butt first into the mud hole, giggling.

Cathy covered her mouth with her hand, her eyes popping.  She couldn’t hold the giggles in, though, and they burst forth wildly.  She knew Mama wouldn’t like this, though, so she dropped the hose and reached down to pull Mikey to his feet.  He was stuck, his arms and legs jammed almost straight up. Cathy doubled over, laughing so hard her tummy ached.  Mikey joined in, kicking his chubby little legs playfully.

The Wrath of God descended.  Cathy heard the expression many times before but this was the first time she actually saw it happen.  There was a sharp pain on her ear that knocked her off balance.  She fell to the ground, ear flaming, her laughter already changing to sobs.  She looked up into the face of an enraged demon.  It was so red, the face was almost a purple color, the features twisted into such rage that they were unrecognizable.

“What do you think you’re doing?”  The words spewed forth like red hot dragon fire, scorching Cathy.  She scrabbled backwards, trying to get away but the Wrath of God was grabbing her by the arm and dragging her to her feet.

“I’m sorry!”  Cathy bleated.

“Just look at the mess you made!”

Cathy saw the hand swing back.  She tried to duck but it was too late.  She landed flat on her back, screaming more from terror than pain.  Something wet and warm ran down from her nose.  There was a salty, nasty taste in her mouth that felt like snot from the back of her throat.  She spit and was frightened to see it come out red.

 "Sh, sh, sh!”  The Wrath of God had gone away, leaving Mama behind.  Mama was down on the ground beside Cathy, putting her arms under the child and lifting her.  “Sh, stop screaming, for God’s sake, shh!”  Mama said urgently.  She hurried toward the cottage.

Cathy dangled with her head down, watching little drops of red hit the sidewalk.  She could see Mikey running awkwardly behind, sucking his fingers.  Cathy wanted to tell him, don’t do that, you’ll get in trouble, too.  His diaper sagged from behind almost to his knees, and he tripped.  He didn’t cry, though.  He got up.  “Cathy, okay?” he called. 

Cathy thought Mama must have forgotten about Mikey.  She didn’t seem to notice whether he was there or not.  Cathy felt herself being placed on the kitchen table.  Mama tilted her head back.  “Pinch your nose,” Mama was saying, turning to the sink and wetting a washcloth.

The child pinched her nose obediently wondering how the Wrath of God hit her.  It was a good thing Mama showed up in time to save her!  She saw Mikey appear in the door, tears streaming down his face.

“Here,” Mama said soothingly, pressing the cool cloth across Cathy’s nose.  “I’m so sorry, Cathy.  I didn’t mean to do it.  I was just so mad because you both got so dirty.  What made you do such a bad thing?”

It wasn’t the Wrath of God, Cathy realized, stricken.  It was Mama who'd hit her!  She looked up at her mother, her eyes widening with realization and betrayal.  “I—I don’t know.”

“Well, you know I had to do it because you were bad, don’t you?”

 Mama was looking at her very intently.  Cathy’s mouth worked convulsively.  She knew she had to say something.  She must have been very bad or else Mama never would have hit her like that.  Maybe she broke a law.  “Yes,” the child murmured weakly.

Her mother leaned down close to her.  “Don’t tell Daddy, Cathy.  Don’t ever tell him.”  Mama’s voice was low and strained.  “Do you promise me?  Don’t tell him – and I’ll buy you a new doll.”

 “I won’t,” Cathy gulped, and her mother sighed deeply and leaned back against the sink.  “It’s a secret.”  She wanted Mama to love her again.  She would promise anything.

“That’s my good girl, Cathy,” Mama whispered.  “You’ll be all right now, won’t you?”

“Yes,” Cathy whispered.

“Good girl.”  Mama turned toward the door and moved quickly to pick Mikey up.  His face screwed up tightly.  “Well, my little man, I guess you need a bath.”

 Briskly, Mama carried Mikey into the bathroom.  Cathy heard the water running in the tub.  Slowly, she sat up and dangled her legs over the table.  She looked at the bloody cloth in her hand and then felt her nose and lip.  There was an odd tingly feeling, as if she couldn’t press her lips together.  She wiggled forward so that she could slide off the table.

She tiptoed to the bathroom door and listened to Mama cooing with Mikey.  He was being a good boy for a change, very quiet.  Cathy’s eyes filled with tears.  She didn’t really want the doll.  She wanted her Mama back.  This mama wasn’t quite the same, and that must mean that the angry mama could come back again.

Cathy left the bathroom and went into her bedroom, stripping the soiled sun suit off.  She hesitated and then threw it in the waste basket.  If Mama didn’t see it again then maybe the angry one wouldn’t come back.  Cathy put on a new jumper and sat down in her little rocking chair with her Campbell’s soup doll, humming a soft lullaby, waiting for Daddy to come home.  She wouldn’t tell him what happened, oh no, never.  It was all her fault anyway.  She was a bad girl. 

 


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